What I Wish?

New year... just arrived.... and then everybody said " Happy New Year... may the new year bring a better life!"....

I didn't have any plan to celebrate a new year eve a few day ago. Just stay in my room, listen to the radio, reading a book, that's the only plan that I had to celebrate a new year eve. I just realized I did't have time to do that for the last 3 years back.

In the middle of laying on my bed listening to the radio, suddenly my friend text me. She already arrived at the beskem. A place where me and my friend have small activity called Melati Taman Baca. She want to gather some friend who ussually there to just celebrate new year eve together before she goes to Russia on the next two week.

I can't say no... she is one of the best friend I had... beside it's a good intention, right? So, we preparing the dinner and few snack, then I went shopping with Nino and Sandy. Some chickens, sausage, fruit, snack and beverages just enough to fullfilling the night. It was a heavy rain.

Just few more hours to new year, we're bussy preparing all the foods. I preparing the chicken, Sandy preparing the salad, Nino preparing the grill tools, and others with the beverages. And closed to the time, Coy, Prima and Lina arrived... it's about time... full with laugh, story, and the warms of friendships. I'm not having a new year eve as I planned, but being with them is not bad after all.

New year, a time when people make planning an such thing. Then, I asked myself, What do you wish for the new year? I didn't answer it right away.... last year it's not bad after all, I had so many great time, so many new experience that not anyone can have, a great friends.... if God so merciful give me all of those, i can't ask more....

But, deeply I thought and whispers "God... thanks... you know what the best for me... and also take good care all of my friends...." and the nights wind come to the room, cold but so peacefull....

Happy New Year.... may this year are fullfillment of every wishes that you made.... and each day are a happy wonderful day.... [v]

What I want?

Isn't that weird that everytime someone asked me that question, i always can't answer right away.

"What do you want, evie?"

Yeah, What I want?... i have everything, eventhough i'm not the richest person in the world. I have a job, i have so many friends, and others thing. But the question of what i want sometime make me speechless, since it so hard to make it true, at least for now.

I want to be a mother and a wife... that's the only thing i want right now... being a good mother and wife... I believe that God has made someone for me to make it true... and now, i'm in the middle of time... waiting for him to come to my life....